After a truly dreadful day of staggering NHS cover ups from expected and deeply unexpected places I got to bed to find.... This set up from my mother. She gave me the Bagpuss wheatbag a while ago but I was not expecting to find him tucked up In my bed, wearing my mothers glasses and reading my Patricia Cornwell book... :-D ( Read more... )

I realise that I hide away from saying what's happening. From talking about my face. From looking in the mirror and seeing a physically different version of myself as I was still the morning of the 11th January. And that's without the damage to my vision, my balance, my reading, seeing, the things that made my existence.
Imbolc /Candlemas is almost ( Read more... )

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Dental surgery agree without 'agreeing' or 'apology' that nerve damage has happened to my mouth and eye from their anaesthesia. With the systemic sjogrens, sarcoidosis, trigeminal neuralgia and autonomic dysfunction/Sympathetic Nerve Dysfunction all a risk separately, these of all my many diseases collaborate against my Ever not reacting badly to ( Read more... )

Following the dental anaesthetic (11 Jan) fking up my mouth, eye, vision and balance and the emergency GP concerned put my morphine up from 60mg daily to 80mg thanks to horrific pain (13 Jan) I was staggered, deeply hurt and upset when seeing my GP on Wednesday (20th Jan) he told me All my symptoms were psychological and unlike the emergency gp he ( Read more... )

Was rushed to doctors today as emergency due to extreme pain from my face & BLINDING violent pain just above the damaged eye thanks to dental anaesthetic fkup Monday. My mouth has dropped on one side and eye lid same side won't close properly. Closed I can see out of it. I have no sensation in the eye. At least I have movement still, she's not ( Read more... )